Sunday, September 30, 2012

1st Black Eye

Dear Lydia,
  Yes, it happened, and while you were still an infant. I was laying on the floor and you were crawling on me and then all of a sudden you head-butted me. Your lower eye went right into my tooth. I cried harder than you and I held you for so long. Obviously, it wasn't my fault but I still could not bear being the thing that hurt you. I cried for hours. and then I cried the next day. and then I cried at the thought of telling anyone what happened, that I couldn't protect my baby from my own body. Man was I sad. and man did Daddy make fun of me. and yes he took some pictures.
Eternally sorry,
Mommy






and you might have noticed this picture in entry two below.



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